Sleeping with closed eyes,
Wearing a nice smile on lips.
A glance at me will make all think
That I am happy,
But don’t judge its book by cover.
I see my mates flying far away,
Leaving me behind
And back then I said that I’ll also shine.
So is that chapter over?
I’m FAIL for the first time.
But that’s not my Fate.
I’ll nail my each & every bit of adept,
To show ’em my life haven’t yet END.
Pass or Fail doesn’t decide your destiny,
But choice of a correct path
with exaggerated zeal and zest surely does.
I assert my situation in precisely warm way,
Not to gain sympathy
But to gain a positive endeavour to thrive.
Sleeping with closed eyes,
I am not rich
I haven’t got heavy pocket
I don’t ride a Bike too
Cuz I haven’t yet got one.
Lets go for a coffee?
Yes I can offer you that,
But it won’t be at CCD.
Oh wow its your birthday,
Your present ?
Its here in this bag.
Nah No jewels lies in there.
Now its my birthday,
Ohh so expensive gift.
Thanks,that’s all I can say.
The special day will arrive
Perhaps you got me Levis,
I can only be saying its nice.
So what’s that I can give?
I can give you my words,
Words to stay by your side
At every moment of life.
Oh what about the coffee?
Yes I will make one as sweet as YOU.
What’s next?Gift yeah
I can give that too.
It might not cost a tons of pennies
But it will have my Feelings,
which matters the most.
The special day
How will I forget that
I will reckon you with my
eternal LOVE for YOU which will never go ephemeral.
I wont promise you to treat you as
Princess,cuz you will be
My QUEEN by then,
whose empire will be my heart.
That’s not all sweetheart
I’ll give you all happiness that you
got amidst your life.
That’s all I say to you
“Tell me,do you want to have a breakup?” she asked.
I wonder should I be happy or should I be sad.I mean this was the day I have been waiting since a long time.It has arrived.But why I am escaping from the situation now.I don’t know why I was waiting but I did.Is the feeling of Love has gone? or Am I the one who wants to get it over.The time stopped for me and the whole flashback of our story reeled in my mind like a movie tape.
“Hello! Are you listening?”.My thoughts were interrupted by her loud blare of words.Then I decided to tell her the truth by now.I have to do that.Now or never.
I spilled my words to her as rapidly as the Rajdhani express.”Look,I love you and that’s the fact.But we can’t live together anymore.So now its over.My mother doesn’t like you from the day I first introduced you to her.I thought I would change her mind about you but I failed.And now I am tired of trying.My patience is also on the verge.”
“Husssshhh”,I took a sigh of relief.Back in my mind some curiosity was barging in.Like,Do I had to given her an explanation?Have I ever tried to make up my mothers mind?Do I ever wanted to have marriage with her?.I think back then I did.But now everything has changed.
An outburst of a loud cry gushed out of her eyes.Her agony was at an apex.Indeed she was the girl who mean me a lot,back then.But now look at me now,do I look repercuss.Not at all.I am standing in front of her emotionless.WHY?its the biggest question irking my mind.Why doesn’t I feel the same as before.
“You bugger head,you used me.How many girls have you ditched till date.What’s my number.You are more brutal than the hitler.”She fluxed into emotions and said her words in a poetic way.
“If you wanted to use me as a Toy
Then why did you gave me life’s every joy.
Care was the only thing you gave,
now why giving me this grief’s grave.
You only nursed me with high spirits,
that’s why your sudden ditch is making me
fall in the pits.”
“You betrayed me.I should have cursed you but I won’t do that.I can’t forget that you gave me the sweetest memories of life time.And I still love you and will do forever.Besides embarrassing you with abusing words,I will wish you luck in your life.Stay blessed.Bye forever.”
I was dumbstruck by her words.It hurted me like a sharp trident.After then she blocked me from everywhere.I didn’t got a single chance to give her any explanation.But why should I care?She is no one to me now.Why I am feeling guilty?Is it because I broke her heart.But she seems so happy after the breakup.I think she never valued our relation that’s why she feels no pain.Her status portray sadness but is it real or is it reel?
INFATUATION or LOVE it was,the only thought that prevail on my mind.
Do I expect more?
Or do they let me down?
They all act like they are born with a crown.
Unseen remains are the hopes,
After that tears are the only thing I can drop.
If they want to do it in their way,
I’ll show them my own.
If they don’t need my now,
I’ll show them ,they will,how.
If they want to rise up above to sky,
I’ll beat them and won’t allow.
If they’ll come to me then,
I won’t let my good side by their side,
I’ll give a throwback with the time I faced.
The time which eats my soul from deep inside,
And introduce them with the friend of mine,
Lonliness is its name which I define.
My Heart’s fumed with rage
Letting me avow this phase.
Sitting next to the tree
Thinking will I be ever free.
From the taunts of Elder ones?
From the conventions of the society?
Its my life,my will,my wishes.
Then why I am always being stopped.
I feel as if my talent’s curbed.
Disguised in the body of who,I’m not.
I want to be free.
So as to shine
To follow my dreams.
Indeed to live a Life.
Somewhere deep inside our Hearts,
We have a beast.
This beast is the gist,
Of all the crimes committed by the Terrorist.
Seldom the reason is Need,
Sometimes the reason is this beast.
At times its BEAST
At times its NEED
Two personality resides in us,
White is the Good one,
Black is the Bad one.
We are the children of God.
Never let the Bad personality overcome our good hearts,the pure soul,the teachings
And the preachings of the GOD.
Otherwise the Black one will always create Sins,
And big one’s like 26/11 attack.
So Empower Humanity.
Raise your voice against the Blacks.
And create a peaceful society.
Beside that,First build yourself
A “Human” to be called so.
Earlier we use to say,“A friend in need,is a friend indeed.”.But nowadays the saying is changed to,”One with a greed and a need,is a friend indeed.”Honesty,loyalty,trust,credence,respect which were the fundamentals to a Friendship are now replaced by betrayal,immorality,treachery,stabbing in the back etc.
Nowadays teenagers make friends just for the sake of their needs.They’ll stab in the back,simultaneously being nice in face.And by this behaviour they end up making themselves tagged as HYPO-CRITES. For eg: they’ll befriend you for a status symbol,for use of your delights that they can’t afford to buy,for making a new relation with your mutual friend upon whom they have crush on.By their this kinda behaviours they are not only infringing the moral values,they are also taking the curse of the one’s, whom they have hurt.Adding to it,they are also destroying their image as well as their parents,as the lesson of right and wrong are taught by them.
I acknowledged that here also lies the mistake of one who picks up the friend.One should deliberately cultivate friendship with men of character because it is very bitter and painful to cut off connections later, on account of bad blood between friends. True friendship lasts till death and does not fluctuate from time to time.
“Friendship marks a life even more deeply than love. Love risks degenerating into obsession, friendship is never anything but sharing.” ―ELIE WIESEL
Do I call them friends
Or Do I call them Backstabbers
Backstabbers or Bone slaughters.
The word is not EXTINCT.
Extinct are the Feelings.