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“And by the way, everything in life is writable about if you have the outgoing guts to do it, and the imagination to improvise. The worst enemy to creativity is self-doubt.” ― Sylvia Plath

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“MAYBE”

Maybe I’m always available to you is making my worth dwindle.
Maybe a day will come when you’ll be surrounded by many and I’ll perish.You’ll rejoice the extra attention but regret our ending decision.
Maybe you find a friend in everyone but won’t be able to figure out the foe in that disguise
Maybe you’ll just crave for the one you once had.
Maybe your tears apart from your eyes crying over the part from which you decided to depart.
And maybe the day when you realise all this I’ll already be someone else’s part.
Just hold on these special person’s tight,

So that you don’t have to cry the whole night.

The one who is right,

Shouldn’t escape from your sight.

Don’t find that special one in someone new,

Search in the old and existing

 the gold ones,

Because these persons only come in few.

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My Pledge

​Maybe at this point of time,

Life’s looking down upon me.

But I’ll fight for my fate

So as to,let the God bestow some mercy on me.

Not due to empathy but consistent efforts.

I’m on my way.

The ones in my way are more than welcomed.

Let your small assess have their places on my path

And clean the filth in front.

Criticizing mouths are also welcomed,

But rather than condemning you all,

I’ll give you an advice that we all are traveling in 

Our time zones with our own pace.

So let it be.

Live your life.

Appreciate the ones who are there in your grief

and are giving you relief.

Also appreciate the criticizers,as they keep you 

Motivated if you perceive it as so.

Just keep a winning attitude,

Even if you are mentally retarded and demotivated,

Just write or recall that you can and you will do it.

Writing positive fits it in your subconscious mind,

And prepare you mentally.

So repeat if you want to make it big someday.

I can.

And I will.

God!Are you even up there?

God gives me so much of pain,

Physically and mentally that,

It makes me vulnerable to self harm till the

Suicidal thoughts come in place.

After which I start pondering over the existence of the god. At First I fear from God and deter any ill words against him inside my soul. On the other hand,simultaneously,some negative words starts budding inside my mind against him.

I cringe to buzz off these voice-overs but they do not tend to leave until I start shedding tears.

Let me brief you something about the musings that goes inside my head in this abyss.I know why I fear ill words against him.Because conventional parenting has inhabited such customs in me which does not let me speak anything bad to god otherwise I would be consistently and continuously be discomforted by the almighty through the tick and tricks from inside his duffel. As per the traditional notions any ill intention against him will destroy us completely.

I don’t believe in this. If there’s any power named God, I think he would be mature enough to let his preacher’s mistakes go. He might have bigger fishers to fry rather than being involved in a punishment game like teachers play in school. He should rather be putting hault on crimes,make a public beneficiary government, eradicate poverty,stop sexual assault,end someone’s health misery,and stop anything determinant to good humans and animals well being,in my opinion.

The other thing which is going inside my head is a lead to the knowledge prompted by reading self-help books which says that there is just one god that is you,believe in power of faith,your subconscious mind is the key to achieve everything and all that about self realization. In simple words,my mind doesn’t believe in God some times and these voices starts taking over when I’m really frustrated and blame GOD for everything bad happening to me.

 

Message from Music lovers

Sometimes its very difficult to communicate,the people over Internet,the surge of happy emotions emerging in our head from listening to a song,esp. if it’s a love song.The wizards of words can easily get across their feeling by flaunting their rich vocab but,as a normal being,we post the song’s lyrics on our social media accounts to share the joy we are experiencing then.And as humans have natural inclination towards negative aspects,they mistake the lyrics as we have hots for someone or we have fallen in a puppy-love.

Let me remind you guys that’s not always the case.The actual cause of our bliss is the groovy upbeats structured in a music of that song which not only uplift the lyrics’s underlying emotions but also pump up the Heartbeats and touches our soul.

#MUSICLOVERS have an affinity towards the lush sounds present in the Music.Seldom there’s a person behind this feeling.So please stop misinterpreting the love for music as a love for lust from now on.

We are living in a 21st century,please be mature and rise above the stuffs and nonsense filled in your head.We all have bigger fishes to fry than putting our head over heels.

#PEACE 😀

I Experienced Failure.

Sleeping with closed eyes,
Wearing a nice smile on lips.
A glance at me will make all think
That I am happy,
But don’t judge its book by cover.
I see my mates flying far away,
Leaving me behind
And back then I said that I’ll also shine.
So is that chapter over?
I’m FAIL for the first time.
But that’s not my Fate.
I’ll nail my each & every bit of adept,
To show ’em my life haven’t yet END.
Pass or Fail doesn’t decide your destiny,
But choice of a correct path
with exaggerated zeal and zest surely does.
I assert my situation in precisely warm way,
Not to gain sympathy
But to gain a positive endeavour to thrive.

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That’s All

I am not rich

I haven’t got heavy pocket
I don’t ride a Bike too
Cuz I haven’t yet got one.
Lets go for a coffee?
Yes I can offer you that,
But it won’t be at CCD.
Oh wow its your birthday,
Your present ?
Its here in this bag.
Nah No jewels lies in there.
Now its my birthday,
Ohh so expensive gift.
Thanks,that’s all I can say.
The special day will arrive
Perhaps you got me Levis,
I can only be saying its nice.
So what’s that I can give?
I can give you my words,
Words to stay by your side
At every moment of life.
Oh what about the coffee?
Yes I will make one as sweet as YOU.
What’s next?Gift yeah
I can give that too.
It might not cost a tons of pennies
But it will have my Feelings,
which matters the most.
The special day
How will I forget that
I will reckon you with my
eternal LOVE for YOU which will never go ephemeral.
I wont promise you to treat you as
Princess,cuz you will be
My QUEEN by then,
whose empire will be my heart.
That’s not all sweetheart
I’ll give you all happiness that you
got amidst your life.
That’s all I say to you
my LOVE.

Infatuation or Love

“Tell me,do you want to have a breakup?” she asked.

I wonder should I be happy or should I be sad.I mean this was the day I have been waiting since a long time.It has arrived.But why I am escaping from the situation now.I don’t know why I was waiting but I did.Is the feeling of Love has gone? or Am I the one who wants to get it over.The time stopped for me and the whole flashback of our story reeled in my mind like a movie tape.

“Hello! Are you listening?”.My thoughts were interrupted by her loud blare of words.Then I decided to tell her the truth by now.I have to do that.Now or never.

I spilled my words to her as rapidly as the Rajdhani express.”Look,I love you and that’s the fact.But we can’t live together anymore.So now its over.My mother doesn’t like you from the day I first introduced you to her.I thought I would change her mind about you but I failed.And now I am tired of trying.My patience is also on the verge.”

“Husssshhh”,I took a sigh of relief.Back in my mind some curiosity was barging in.Like,Do I had to given her an explanation?Have I ever tried to make up my mothers mind?Do I ever wanted to have marriage with her?.I think back then I did.But now everything has changed.

An outburst of a loud cry gushed out of her eyes.Her agony was at an apex.Indeed she was the girl who mean me a lot,back then.But now look at me now,do I look repercuss.Not at all.I am standing in front of her emotionless.WHY?its the biggest question irking my mind.Why doesn’t I feel the same as before.

“You bugger head,you used me.How many girls have you ditched till date.What’s my number.You are more brutal than the hitler.”She fluxed into emotions and said her words in a poetic way.

“If you wanted to use me as a Toy
Then why did you gave me life’s every joy.
Care was the only thing you gave,
now why giving me this grief’s grave.
You only nursed me with high spirits,
that’s why your sudden ditch is making me
fall in the pits.”

“You betrayed me.I should have cursed you but I won’t do that.I can’t forget that you gave me the sweetest memories of life time.And I still love you and will do forever.Besides embarrassing you with abusing words,I will wish you luck in your life.Stay blessed.Bye forever.”

I was dumbstruck by her words.It hurted me like a sharp trident.After then she blocked me from everywhere.I didn’t got a single chance to give her any explanation.But why should I care?She is no one to me now.Why I am feeling guilty?Is it because I broke her heart.But she seems so happy after the breakup.I think she never valued our relation that’s why she feels no pain.Her status portray sadness but is it real or is it reel?

INFATUATION or LOVE it was,the only thought that prevail on my mind.

Comeuppance

Do I expect more?
Or do they let me down?
They all act like they are born with a crown.
Unseen remains are the hopes,
After that tears are the only thing I can drop.
If they want to do it in their way,
I’ll show them my own.
If they don’t need my now,
I’ll show them ,they will,how.
If they want to rise up above to sky,
I’ll beat them and won’t allow.
If they’ll come to me then,
I won’t let my good side by their side,
I’ll give a throwback with the time I faced.
The time which eats my soul from deep inside,
And introduce them with the friend of mine,

Lonliness is its name which I define.

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